UBD life has been getting busier and busier but who cares, I am now enjoying my summer break? That is 3 months holiday! Should fully utilize it.
A lot of things happened recently, I was kinda moody and thinking a lot lately. I wanted to express myself, my own feelings but I do not have the courage to publish it. Published but take it back. Couldn't find a way to private that particular post end up leaving it as a draft.
Any idea why I have been staying single all these while? I also wondered. Do I have any personal issues? Am I a failure to hold a guy's heart? Actually I failed in opening my eyes big big enough to look at the boys. Blame the god, why they want me to stay lonely all the time??? I am not strong actually, i am very weak... Just blame myself in choosing such playful guys or flirty type. After so many failures, I no longer have the confidence in relationships. It really hurts a lot.
What comes to worst ... ... I felt like losing a best friend. But i hope i think too much...
OK enough with the sad part.
I made tiramisu cheesecake again. And it's really improving! That is soooo great! =D
Tiramisu cheesecake by Yen's secret recipe, my tiramisu is very different from bakery store, or even secret recipe (I only tried secret recipe lol), any other place i'm not sure. Any idea which bakery store has nice tiramisu? I wanna try it out!
Recently I have joined the japanese speech contest. The contest will be held during september. But i joined it doesn't mean my teacher would choose me for the contest. I still have no confidence that she would choose me, there are so many pros out there. Still a very long way to go. But in these period of time I need to draft out and meet up with my japanese teacher for proof readings. My main objective in this contest is to improve my japanese oral. My oral has been terrible, i remembered last sem oral i kept hesitate... Next semester will be going into advance level... So...
Oh! Another thing I nearly missed out. Last month or last few weeks I joined a singing competition. But i failed it already. Now I realized there are a lot to learn especially in singing. Having a great voice is not enough, but skills are very important. Check it out at e-huawang.com for my song. =)
