Sigh~

Hello my beloved readers,

Just a short update about myself, i just realised i haven't been blogging since the start of this semester. And this semester is going to end really soon! Exams are coming. I guess my coursemates should be busy studying as well as completing their assignments as soon as possible. Same goes to me too! Revision week are coming in just 1 week time! And there goes the exam time~

Time is running like water.. I wish time could slow down for me to get revision done... I really really really want a good concentration for my studies...

I have been forcing myself not to think about anything else but to study! study!
I used to be an optimistic person. I never want to judge anything or anyone till i see it with my own eyes. But nevertheless, things always don't go to the way i want it to be. What to do... There's nothing i can do... Life's still goes on..

What's life? We live life through ups and down. If we always live life with happiness, life wouldnt be challenging aint it? Recently i was enough down. And what makes it worst off? My japanese teacher had been giving me hope that all the advance japanese students are entitle for this japan trip in this coming december. My first impression is like ...

" What? all advance students? true or not? I'm a foreigner, is brunei really that good to allow me for this trip with FREE foods and accomodation??? " My teacher again add up, " Doesn't matter if you're not a Brunei PR, as long as you're UBD students, you are qualify for this trip"

I have a bit "xin tong" .. i get to japan.. so happy.. But on the other hand i have a feeling things wouldn't go that easy... So i didn't give much expectation about this trip. As time goes by, my teacher keep mentioning about this trip and till i get the application form and time meeting up, i really tot this japan trip is really coming, my trip to japan is a step nearer!


And what? the happiest moment always receive a disappointment news. Brunei would never provide benefits to foreigners!!! What to say, i stayed in Brunei for more than 20 years!!!

Sigh~ That is what call life i guess...
Just work harder next time and buy a ticket to japan with my own money...