Another "..." haha!

Wow... I didn't know I still have loyal readers. That is just so great...! You guys are the best! =D

UBD life has been getting busier and busier but who cares, I am now enjoying my summer break? That is 3 months holiday! Should fully utilize it.

A lot of things happened recently, I was kinda moody and thinking a lot lately. I wanted to express myself, my own feelings but I do not have the courage to publish it. Published but take it back. Couldn't find a way to private that particular post end up leaving it as a draft.

Any idea why I have been staying single all these while? I also wondered. Do I have any personal issues? Am I a failure to hold a guy's heart? Actually I failed in opening my eyes big big enough to look at the boys. Blame the god, why they want me to stay lonely all the time??? I am not strong actually, i am very weak... Just blame myself in choosing such playful guys or flirty type. After so many failures, I no longer have the confidence in relationships. It really hurts a lot.

What comes to worst ... ... I felt like losing a best friend. But i hope i think too much...

OK enough with the sad part.

I made tiramisu cheesecake again. And it's really improving! That is soooo great! =D

Tiramisu cheesecake by Yen's secret recipe, my tiramisu is very different from bakery store, or even secret recipe (I only tried secret recipe lol), any other place i'm not sure. Any idea which bakery store has nice tiramisu? I wanna try it out!

Recently I have joined the japanese speech contest. The contest will be held during september. But i joined it doesn't mean my teacher would choose me for the contest. I still have no confidence that she would choose me, there are so many pros out there. Still a very long way to go. But in these period of time I need to draft out and meet up with my japanese teacher for proof readings. My main objective in this contest is to improve my japanese oral. My oral has been terrible, i remembered last sem oral i kept hesitate... Next semester will be going into advance level... So...

Oh! Another thing I nearly missed out. Last month or last few weeks I joined a singing competition. But i failed it already. Now I realized there are a lot to learn especially in singing. Having a great voice is not enough, but skills are very important. Check it out at e-huawang.com for my song. =)

Happy CNY 2010

I'm here to wish everyone a happy chinese new year. Hope everyone had a great time there. Wish you guys a healthy and prosperous year ahead. It's day 4 of CNY now... and know what... i haven't started gambling... blackjack blackjack... i miss blackjack... Most of my friends are good people and that's why they don't gamble... =P I wonder what people do during cny if they don't gamble? gambling can actually kill time while have some fun. There's a group i was following. They were all good people, everyone watch tv while visiting on friend's house and they were soooooo concentrating on it. I cannot tahannnn.. 

CNY seems getting quiet. Presentation and assignments are celebrating chinese new year with me too. Presentation on chu 5 this coming thursday, i could postpone it to next week actually, but... i scared i would be busier sooner... =/ 

There was something funny and i wanna share it here. Yesterday was chu 3, my mum cooked some food and invited my relatives over for lunch. It was just a small gathering with relatives.... as time goes by, my brother's friends came. A bunch and a bunch, my dad's friend came too and eventually it became open house. I was busy studying at home and everyone said me so hardworking. haha. I only get to know we have a mini open house when my elder brother put the blame me for not informing him about our open house where he gone off pai nien after work and came back home when it's nearly ended. I was like... " got open house meh?" 

Anyway, that's all i guess. Just a short update from me. Pictures... too lazy to upload. Just get to my facebook for pictures... =)

A whole New year!

Happy new year guys... It's the beginning of year 2010, hope everyone has a better year ahead. Life was good. Sleep most of the day and feeling blur everyday. Why holidays seems so short... and it's going to end really soon. I'm gonna start my uni this coming monday. Holiday bye bye and say hi to assignments or tests??? haiz... 

New year and new yen is here! Seems like I have different hair styles every year. I had long curly hair, straight long hair, short hair and lastly this time I done a short curly hair. Not really short tot, medium length. What's next for next year? Let's shave our head...! haha!

Results were out. And it seems like i never done any improving...! =(  I wanna improve. Everyone seems like improving but not me... no outings coming sem and be a nerd girl studying all day long... But this doesn't happen to me? I will only have these kind of thinking after results were out... And days or weeks later doesn't matter lol... I don't wanna get a second class lower... I aim for second class upper. It would be better for first class! hehe! 

This holiday was a productive one... I baked Tiramisu and cocktail fruit cheese cake. Tiramisu improved..! and i think it was better than the one secret recipe had. hehe!

My new movie was out! I was a "ka le fe" showed in "Chloe" movie. Go gO watch it if you haven't watch... Support the first official movie in KB/Seria... ^^ Their language are funny when there are words like " JIang Geng!" or " hen kick eh!" haha!

I don't have much new year resolutions... I just wanna improve my study and tat's all. I hope i do... 

Holiday again! hike, food and... ops...

It's another holiday again! I have finally finished my exams and starting to enjoy my holidays. What has everyone been doing lately? Do I still have any loyal readers around? There sure has a few somewhere... Don't get disappointed to visit here during my holidays... I don't think I ever missed blogging during holidays? Just... I don't think I would post like everyday ? It seems boring to share what I have done on the same thing for almost everyday.

In the month of december, it is a traveling period. Lots of people are traveling this month or even had travelled nor soon to travel. My brothers and sister are so enjoying their life. One to singapore, another to kl, coming to kk ... How about me? I will just be sitting around in the corner, staring at them, waving to say goodbye and safe flight to their trip. How pity... But never mind, Brunei is not bad as well... I drove around in Miri just now. This time, I wasn't accompanied by my parents nor siblings. After sending my sis and bro in law to airport, it's all my world now. Of cos, I brought emily for company if not everyone would be worried of me at miri. xp Felt so good I can drive independently in Miri because I could get to the journey i want and never get lost. hoho!

I wasn't afraid of the cars in Miri but motorcycle. They were so dangerous slipping here and there and never even make signals when they wanted to turn from fast to slow lane or slow to fast lane. I guess most of the car drivers took 100% attention on motorcycles. 

Although holiday is a great time to relax and rest, don't forget to do exercises to keep your body fit! Before my semester break, I had been hiking at shahbandar once every week at bandar. The first week can't get used to our stamina, and challenge 5 mountains. Second week we challenge 7 mountains! Actually I think 7 mountains wasn't as hectic as 5 mountains. Because 5 mountains ran through lots of steps. I would recommend 7. As time passes by, eager for more. 9 mountains! 

This is the place where you gonna pass through if you decide to climb for 9 mountains. I didn't get to finish 9 but 8. We skipped one mountain through a shortcut. Everyone gets tired i guess. Anyway, the most important we must stick together with each other and not to leave anyone far far behind. There was once during hike, we lose one of our group members.. especially when he was the leader! He was behind us and got lost. We were so worried if he got tripped, slipped or even fell down, instead he used other road and meet us up in front.

And... never leave your handphone behind at car or anywhere because if you got lose, it wouldn't be the end of the world. You still can call up bomba for help. After that incident, I brought my hp along with me. I wanted to challenge 11 mountains... sooner or later? It was super tiring, but worth with the excitement... 

Am I seeming a bit long gas tonight? Write more when I only blog once a while. =P

I had high tea at miri secret recipe today. It was a great one... By purchasing a slice of cake and get a coffee or tea for free! i had tiramisu and flat white. Although the cake was sweet but it matches the coffee and melt the cake all over my mouth... wow... haha

Sorry for the blurry pictures taken by my lousy camera phone. It could be the most precious one whenever nobody had a camera for pictures... 2 cakes, one belongs to tiramisu and another chocolate fudge. Cake is just ok because tiramisu only cream with cake and no mascarpone cheese nor any cheese lol... but matches the coffee... Any cakes with coffee is da best! The cake only RM 6.50 for this big slice! 

Something's not going right? What the hell happened to my hair... !

Essay break time!

Another new post here, I should be doing my assignment and why am I here blogging? Let's have some break after finishing my... how many words have i done? 72 out of 3000 words essay! hehe. I just done with the first paragraph, or maybe no. Some more sentences to be added but really lazy to think about it. It's just due next monday. Enough timing? sup sup lo... haha as if really enough time? 

There's something about me to share. Even though I start early with my essay writing, i will never finish my essay early. I will wait until the very last minute? I wonder why... I might afraid that I have some points that I have missed out. So i don't really dare to finish up essay, especially a 3k words essay in just one day time. Finish early, enjoy early?

What happened to the world lately? What happened to Brunei lately? Firstly, it all started with the burning of forest and the hazy weather with all the haze to be found especially in kb and seria. After the haze thingy, Brunei start to black out. This black out was different from last time. I felt really really hot compare to last time. Luckily not most part of the area black out, during the power off in my area, there was electric current in town and so there's an escape from this hotness at home. After the blackout incident? the heavy rain and strong wave in offshore. And so on?

I mentioned about no bed in my previous post rite? Great news my bed arrived after that post. Will there be a possibility they came to read my blog and so provide me a bed? hehe. And the bad news, not used to the bed in the room, and I got knocked here and there. Bruises appeared around my knee. Haha! Probably the bed is not good enough, they should mold the edges so i won't get knocked off. Why people complain here and there. Because humans have unlimited wants and never satisfied? It's normal for me to get knocked actually. Just accept the fact that why am I being so clumsy.

And there's one more thing, why are there so many troublesome people around? Where do they came from anyway? Whenever i ask the boys if they want to give their wife work after married. Some of them would answer no because they want their wife to enjoy life, they can do shopping whenever they want. If not catch some tea and chill with friends. What if they are bored with the shopping mall in Brunei. People can get fade up with shopping very soon. What if friends do not have the time to chill and chat with. What can they do? Housewife is not always a good job, what if their child grew up,  or whenever they don;t have kids to take care yet. Some people like to find troubles. Should say, the troublemaker. Because they are too bored of their perfect life and want to add some arguments with the people around. This is the time where "san gu liu po" arise, gossiping around. Anyway, this do not apply to every housewife, just certain people around. 

 The world is never peaceful with these troublemakers...

Gosh! gotta continue my essay!

Mid semester break 2009.

It's another holiday again! This is my mid semester break. Sadly the holiday only last for 1 week time. My timetable is getting more and more free, but workload is getting higher and higher. Presentations and assignments are really killing me. I'm looking forward for my next holiday, december probably. 

Hostel life is getting not bad. There were times where me and my hostel mates get together and have some cook. We had lots of steamboat together, with fish ball, wantan, hotdogs, crab meat as well as tanghoon. We did cook spaghetti , but it doesn't as nice as how pizza hut and capers but can compete with cheeze box. haha! Oh, and not to forget shaperd pie, claypot rice as well as tuna burger. These are the best food ever in hostel!

There is a bad new about my room. The government's working process are really really slow. Hostel is currently incurred with lack of bed. And sadly, I am the unluckily ones to have chosen a room without a bed. They just provide me with a mattress and pillow on the floor. I have been staying in that room for about 3 months time, but the bed haven't even arrived!!! I complained it again before i left for the mid semester break, they said they have ordered it, the first round has arrived but not enough to give out. So there would have a second round. I hope when i get back from my holiday, i could see a bed in my room. But I have a feeling i might sleep on the floor for the rest of the year. 

The pictures below are the last few pictures i could take from my phone camera. My camera application is now no longer working. After my camera's incident, i accidentally dropped my phone really really hard till the screen appeared with scratches. And the scratches are getting bigger and bigger each day. I gonna get a phone sooner or later... 

These are the clay pot rice we had at hostel. It was done by debbie. Don't just see the black black colour, it's the best clay pot rice, even better than the one my mum made.

Anyone interested in doing business? I went to this talk at holiday lodge hotel, it's the guideline to lead you to the direction of success. By selling Amway product, you can reach the target of early retirement, and enjoying life with the family. If you want to success, first of all, you have to think big, and dream big. So you can reach that target!

The last picture i manage to get from my w800i.

I think i gained weight. With lots of ramadhan buffet around, my mum even said i look meaty now.

random stuffs

Good Morning everyone! A short update from me before i go to bed. I have several ideas on what to blog days ago but when it came to writing, everything gone blank. Ahhh... Let's talk about H1N1. Did anyone taken good care of their health? H1N1 is getting really serious in Brunei. What's the current situation? More than 250 cases incurred? And 1 died. But don't be panic if any of you catch the virus, this sickness got cure. I wonder if sars got any cure? 

Compare between H1N1 and MJ died, which has the hotter news? 

Holiday makes me getting lazier and lazier each day. But I only able to sleep this long hours during holiday. I love holidays! Sad news... It's ending real soon... Left 3 more weeks to uni reopen? 3 weeks passes really fast. And back to hostel in 3 more weeks time? stay inside a hot room without any good food like nuggets, fries. My dad bought me an air cooler, hopefully i would live cooler during the next sem. No no... The lists to hostel haven't even come out. I'm not accepted to stay at hostel yet. Hoping hostel don't want me? And i rent outside? lol. no no... Not a good idea. If i stay outside, i couldn't wake later to uni. And all the friends are in hostel. So hope hostel wants me. I don't have any bad records. Just that i didn't get to attend much of their activities... Last sem i attended once? or twice? sigh...

I'm getting hungry. Supper every night! Supper is always the best time ever before getting to bed. But its kind of fattening? Doesn't matter as long as you know how to control yourself, eat more now, but lesser later. haha... It's late, don't think i would wanna cook mee, a drink would do. That's all for now, hope you guys enjoy reading...